Bittersweet Life...

Saturday, December 23, 2006

hello.

im back.

really im back.

=)

lemme see. where do i start.

life's been a screwed up lately. but ive been hanging on. like ema said, hang on to dear life. life has been so all over the place. so messed up. so wrong. so aimless. i feel so empty. i believe, however, goin thru all the motions will make me stronger in the end. it takes time. all i need is time. and distractions. it's been hard. those who know will know. i hate myself for going thru these shit. really. therefore, i shall try my very best to get a hold of myself, and learn to love myself again.

next.

there was a camp last mon to wed. it was M-U-N-D-A-N-E. BORING. well, 2nd and third day was fine. not as boring as the first. okla. fyi, i went back to npcc after a yr MIA. since there's no food, aisyah and i ordered McDelivery twice. 8pm & 2.30am. hahha. yes. 2.30 in the freaking morning. and the food arrive at 4am. we ended up eating at 8am coz aisyah was to zombified to respond to me. on the second day, adrena dropped by and she did us a favour by buying Macs again. haha. all in all, i ate 3 Mcspicy meals in 3 days. ad, how's tt for an aneroxic(sp?)...? hehhe..

squad gathering on thurs. wenta pasir ris park, where me and ad turned up late. had a lil picnic there. it's fun. although it's nth big, it was nice. playing cards games while munching down snacks and sandwiches. after tt, we wenta Escape, where tix are at 6bucks for a limited period. i think it is bcoz it's the anniversary or sth like tt. we took the rides. the go kart queue took up most of the time.

fri. wenta an interview at keppel shipyard, where i screwed everything up. it was for my attachmt, u see. since it was my first interview, i didnt know tt i had to do research on the company. i didnt know ANYTHING about the company. to make it simple, i didnt have the right or close to impressive answers to that guy's questions. hahha.. shaiful had a worst fate than i. hehhe.. btw, the trip there was exhausting. and scary. too many walking testosterone ard. it as deep into the heart of the industrial area where it was just so dusty and metal and not so gentle and frenly. before going home, stopped by Jurong pt to get some stuff, and TM too, to get my MNG top =) stopped by LJS to meet ad, siti and jeremy. and that guy has grown. really. hahha.. later in the evening, went out wit the family to courts megastore. i got myself an iPOD. after comtemplating between samsung, sony and iPOD, i went for the iPOD. 30GB baby! woahh!! and it's onli 428bucks... for 30GB. aint it a buy!

today, wenta johor. i hate when the parents just decides to do and that at the last minute. i know they're the parents. but hey, dun i get my share of opnions. imagine. being dragged out of bed early in the morning, and then being rushed to get dress to go over the causeway. nth much. reached home, decided to really work on my long un-updated bloggie. so here i am.

pretty lengthy post i must say. duhh.

noe_frizzy.blogspot.com is back =)

Smashed into pieces at 12/23/2006 09:52:00 PM